Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Mixed Emotions...

I'm following the blog of a total stranger. I've never met her, and only talked to her over our yahoo group once maybe. But I am filled with crazy emotions today as I'm following her blog. She is in China right now....in fact she is Nanning, Guangxi right now. She just adopted her daughter from Guiping SWI, (which is where Jillian is), and today I realized that she is the exact same age, (days apart), and the exact same size as Jillian. They officially have their Laney in their arms, and are ready to get home to their 3 children. Sound familiar?? As I was reading today, it hit me like a mack truck, that she was probably one of Jillian's friends. This lady, Becky from Lee's Summit, Missouri, is holding, more than likely, a major piece of my daughter's past. They even look similar from the pictures she's posted. I don't want to sound like a stalker, (especially since that is one of my irrational fears), but I so want to meet them, and let our daughters connect again one day. I know that is probably crazy to even think...but I am thinking it. Her blog is http://www.schoeppnerstuff.blogspot.com if you'd like to follow.